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Trust is

Year Two · 2002–2003

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When most people hear the word "TRUST" they envision goodness, respect, honor, or another positive or desirable trait. We want trust and we strive to be trusted. Trust is a time saver since with it comes the belief that the person comes pre-screened or approved. You know what you are going to get and that means you can get to the task at hand. Americans never fail to be surprised when a person or institution that has been trusted violates the law or accepted social standards. I think that is the first indication of a problem with the idea of trust. If so many trusts fail then why do we continue to place such a premium of this idea? Trust is a verb not a noun for the purposes of my diatribe. We have changed the nature of the word to suit our idea that trust is or can be attained.

Intimacy among married couples clocked in with an average of 7 minutes according to a recent survey. Conversation came in with an average of 10 minutes per day. Now that figure seemed low but once basic household communication was factored out (are you done in the bathroom?) the survey reflected "quality conversation". We can argue the definition but I think the two figures together represent an appalling picture of life between two people who trust each other. What has trust brought to these relationships?watch.gif Isn't that why we got married in the first place? We trust that our partner will love honor and obey and that our little existence will not continue alone. We expect a lot from this arrangement and that's the seed that will kill it. Marriage or commitment is not a slot machine that you play until it pays off. Once completed you don't sit back and wait for the benefit check to show up.

Act and more important be true. True is different than trusting. Trusting is passive and it can lead to the dreaded passive cancers. The list is long of passive cancers but here are a few of the more common varieties: taking for granted, expectations, laziness, complacency, and lowering your standards. Taking for granted goes hand in hand with trust. We trust that our mate won't cheat, we take it for granted then we actually stop trying to keep their interests. I can't imagine any couple putting up with 7 minutes in the beginning. When we didn't trust we worked harder, we talked more, we wanted to show our mate something. Once attained many fall victim to the passives. Ok, so what, then what, shit just shut up.

It doesn't have to stay that way. Passives can be killed, they hate activity. I got my helmet on put me in coach. Do something that illustrates that you are still alive. This works for friendships as well. Ruby stopped over the other night and provided me a perfect example. She stopped over unexpectedly and barely dressed in the most wonderful clingy red dress. wee.gif I was wearing the latest in unemployment chic, 3 day wrinkle jeans and week old shadow. Ruby is an old friend and she wanted to go out and play in the city. I was leaning towards the "let's stay in and visit" mode. Then it hit me. I was taking this opportunity for granted. I switched gears and cleaned myself up so that I looked hug.gifas good as Ruby. We had a great dinner in the city and we also visited the Oxygen Bar for a little side adventure. The evening was a total four star funfest. I was better off being an active participant in our friendship than trusting spaghetti and HBO as a way to deepen our connection. I feel closer to her and I think I understand her a lot more now.

Treating people and relationships in an active mode takes more energy, more time, more creativity, and more of you than trusting your current situation will hold. Less of life also means the losses and missteps will cause more damage because we are only able to react to the worst of life. Living your friendships and loves keeps you current. You can see and react to trouble long before it becomes a deal breaker or relationship crusher. Participating and learning also keeps things fresher. The relationships that change and grow over time are constantly new. New is good! New is young! New is for you!

Trust nothing and do the new!

Peace
--Sean--

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